In Another Life Time

Our life is build in a condition of certainty, it is crafted in a manner that we have a opaque perception of its destination and most oftentimes we stand in belief of what is current but why do petals plunge to death and the world seems to age in a manner that is contradicting to what we perceive.

It is not what I have foreseen with our relationship. Fate has destined us to meet and even in spite the few certain times we have parted ways and bid goodbye it has brought us back together. I was contented and never in a lifetime had I felt this extreme bliss having you neither near nor far, but how can you hold on to love when you decide to let go and not see the man in me who have loved you unconditionally?  And no matter how much I knocked in your heart how can you hear it when you have build a strong concrete barrier between us? It had made a fool out of me and right now I could completely say that I am insane, can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t think for in everything that surrounds me reminds me of you and I. Pain consistently drawn me every second of the day, regretful and pity had consumed this being who use to share the joy and the life we once shared. I really want to fight to what I believe that deep inside your heart theirs is still me even if it means a lesser space in your heart, saying this is breaking me into pieces and right now at this very moment tears just simply fall and its falling fast same as what is happening between you and me.

I believe what wasn’t meant to be, wasn’t meant for now. I will wait in another life time and I will wait patiently because you’re the only person I want to spend the rest of my life with, even if I have to wait for eternity. I am not even certain if you will be able to read this post or will come across to this blog but I’m writing this down to remind me of that special love in a wrong time.

I love you goodbye.