I sit here in sorrow intoxicated and delineate in pain. Why does life draws to its end? Why do flowers plunge to its death, when its petals brought joy to the morning? Why is there always death in goodbye, if love is eternal then why you vanish like smoke? Am I to hate you or bless you, when you promise me a lifetime only to find out that it was just a lie? I love you far beyond my heart could offer, to the highest heights and the deepest low you are my sanity yet now you are my insanity. My heart stops beating the moment you leave, you took everything of me shredding me to nothingness to the point of no direction: leaving me helplessly in the presence of darkness.
I love you too much, the very same reason why I’m letting you go because I am fully aware that it’s him that you desire and his; your thorough definition of happiness. It hurts like hell but it’s a reality that I have to deal day by day and minute per minute because when say I love you it means unconditional love and love that knows how to sacrifice.
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